Deep Thoughts (with my usual humor)

You know when you like totally want something else to happen, and then since you're so bored you start think about the 'what ifs?'
First your like...
1. "What if I were to dare to say hello to some random person I haven't talked to all year even though they go to my school."
But then you go through so many 'what ifs' that you go deep, so your all like...
2. "What if I were to die right now? Would my life be complete? Would I be satisfied?"
Wow, if that doesn't blow your mind right there, then just wait till you start answering them.
1. "I would probably be mortified because I don't know the person and I'm suddenly talking to them and they think I'm a freak."
And then...
2. "Yes, I think my life would be totally complete. Even if I never talk to that person, or the person never talks to me, or if I never get a job or if I never do this or that, I would still be satisfied. Why? Because my life isn't terrible, but nor is it really great. I mean, I'm not totally looking forward to doing this or that, and so it's not something I have to do."
That's deep, dude. Real deep.
And why was I thinking this? Because I'm sitting on a bus with about 100 other people around me who are really loud and I'm listening to my ipod to shut them out, but that never seems to work. And you know what? Right when I'm thinking the whole 'what if i die right now' thing, my leg is almost run over by my mom in a car and I don't even flinch. Is something wrong with me? Or maybe school is killing me... great. Just when I thought I'd die a cool death right? Like a severe low of diabetes or something, but nope! I just had to get the death by school. My life is great right?
You atleast like reading right? Because then you would hate reading this blog if you didn't? But your reading, so you must like reading, but that's just a guess. You could just be reading this 'cause your bored, or your looking for encouragement or you love my awesome sense of humor. (Ya know, because I'm chauk full of that stuff.)
An hour later after...
Anyway, just wanted to point out that if you like this blog you probably like reading. (But I still think it's my sense of humor that makes you read this.) And that I'm trying to write a book (still in lots of progress) and I'm willing to post a couple passages. My best friend is the only one who's read as much as I've written and I'm determined to keep it a little secret incase I deside to maybe get it published. (Maybe.) And if anyone would like that, well, comment if you can. If you can't, I'll just go ahead and post anyway!
Brought to you by your beloved blogger,
Annie